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They say that " Poetry and prayer is good for the soul", and reflects our character, of which I have to agree.
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Denise Kandle
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By Jo Fidler in Arizona 2/4/03
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Julie Waves
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whom are breast cancer survivors. To all survivors, their friends and families....) Laura
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March 22, 1928 ~ May 4, 2001 Sue Kahl If Roses Grew In Heaven Lord please pick a bunch for me, Place them in my Mother's arms and tell her they're from me. Tell her I love her and miss her, and when she turns to smile, place a kiss upon her cheek and hold her for awhile. Because remembering her is easy, I do it every day, but there's an ache within my heart that will never go away. |
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Ray Kissler Here I sit so clean and shiny, Scrubbed and clean from Head to Hinny. I sit here afraid, split gown all in place. The doctor comes in, a frown on his face. He tells me "don't worry" as he slips on his glove. I know right away, this is no back rub. He pushes and prods each little bump, I inwardly pray, please don't find a lump. He works right along his manner so sure, Then says with a smile, "We may have a cure." I then get laid down on a bed of cold steel, Radiated till I think that I'm the next meal. Before I turn brown, or glow in the dark, The doctor comes in happy as a lark. Tells me to get up, I can go home, Continue my life as if nothing is wrong. I jump and I shout, and run out with glee, Forgetting the world can see the backside of me. |
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Ray Kissler I'm a chemo glow worm, Glimmer, glimmer. Turn out the lights, And I shimmer, shimmer. I'm never afraid in the dark of night, Where ever I go I am a light. When ever I see that my light grows dim, I go back to the hospital and get charged up again. For those who have had one of "those" check ups |
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Sharon Scott ( sassy) When somebody dies, a cloud turns into an angel, and flies up to tell to put another flower on a pillow. A bird gives the message back to the world, and sings a silent prayer that makes the rain cry. People dis-appear, but they never really go away. The spirits up there put the sun to bed, wake up grass, and spin the earth in dizzy circles. Sometimes you can see them dancing in a cloud during the day-time, when they're supposed to be sleeping. They paint the rain-bows and also the sunsets and make waves splash and tug at the tide. They toss shooting stars and listen to wishes. And when they sing wind- songs, they whisper to us, don't miss me too much. The view is nice and I'm doing just fine. |
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By Jo in Arizona on April 18, 2001 (5 ½ months after modified radical mastectomy 5 weeks after last chemo treatment) Though sadness and pain wash over me, I will remember His name. Oh Holy one please give me strength and Courage to survive the beastly disease Of Breast Cancer. God promised us that Forever and ever He would be the same, And that He will never leave us nor forsake Us. Please ease my pain and hold me close as The side effects of chemo treatments Engulf me. I reach my arms up to you to Hold me Close and let this be over. I have lost a part of me, a part of my body is Now gone and I mourn for it, there is an Emptiness where it once was, a part of me which Once nourished my sweet babies I will miss. Lord, I want so much to live and to watch My children and grandchildren grow, to watch Them explore the world and the beauty of each new Day, Oh Lord for these things I pray. Please Lord, please let me stay, just a little longer, Although, so much I want to be in your healing Presence, I am not ready yet to leave them Lord, they need Me so much. Oh Lord, please heal my body and make me whole Again, "I hunger now for Thy Healing touch" |
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by Keri Jopplin-Barnett Flowers are love and beauty in death, Baskets and bows, laced with babys breath. Bouquets or wreaths it’s a lasting measure; To receive them is grand, a thrill, and a pleasure! Expression in sympathy, anguishes and sorrow. For a joyous occasion, today or t’morrow! A symbol of love, an apology of regret, A gesture in thought for someone just met! Be it for grief, amour or joy, A wedding or funeral-baby girl or boy. Mostly in death we look at its virtue; “The flowers are beautiful”! Isn’t it true? The meanings are vast, so much emotion. Pick you some up when you get the notion. A mixture of purpose in that of a flower. So many relations just look at its power! |
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by Darrell J. Stoddard, copyright 1996 How like a bird with a broken wing. Your body was racked with never ending pain. God granted me the ancient healers art to ease your pain and balm your troubled heart. For you to soar above the blackened clouds and learn this secret hid till man could fly that on the other side of darkest gloom still shines the sun and whiteness as the softest down. Thunder storms with lightning bolts that spawn the whirling winds which tear and twist all matter down below Above are things of beauty soaring up white billowing splendor even to 60,000 feet. I'd show you, if we could fly. Is the measure of your creation to be alone on Earth? Do you remember Heaven? Do you remember birth? Was it meant for you to fall? Aren't you supposed to fly? How can you still be happy? Why is it that you sing? My precious little bird with a painful broken wing. Had you not fallen I could not touch your softness or feel your beating heart but only watch you from afar Admire, revere, and marvel at the beauty of your flight but never hold and cherish, embrace and serve, or love. We can remove the thorns from the roses, but Even God will not cast out all pain For there is no joy without sorrow There can be no flowers without rain |
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This poem was written by my daughter, Melissa, the first year I was diagnosed. You were there when I needed you, Always a hand to hold, When I wanted an ear to listen, Or a warm hug when it was cold, You cleaned up my scrapes and bruises, When I fell off my bike, on my knee, You told me it was okay to cry, When I didn't listen, and got stung by that bee, In your eyes I was always helpless, Always needing you near, To fight the monsters under the bed, To chase away by fears, But now I know you need me, You want my hand to hold, And if you want someone to listen, I know I must be bold, There may not be any bruises, No scrapes, or bikes, or bees, But there's a thing called cancer, A horrible and deadly disease, I'll always be that helpless girl, Always wanting you near, But not to fight the monsters, That's not my greatest fear, My greatest fear is cancer It could easily take you away, I know I couldn't survive, Without you for one day. |
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This poem was written by my daughter Ann Keravich on the occasion of my first Anniversary. Roses are red Violets are blue You have a new basket coming to you The Horizon of Hope Is on it's way It will be here And this I say Representing Hope For you and for me Display it proudly For all to see We know last year Really did suck But now we're good We've got the luck Good news we have That came this year Reason for us to Stand and cheer So mommy dear Enjoy this day 1 Year behind You're on your way Your daughty loves you I hope you know Even though I don't Often tell you so! |
At first I cried a lot, then I cried a lot and laughed a little, then I cried a little and laughed a little and now I cry a little and laugh a lot. |
So straight and tall and handsome is how I will remember you Not the frailty of your body after what this disease put you through The years we had together will remain forever in my heart and I feel you are here with us even though we are apart Why the good Lord had to take you I will never understand, I guess that up in heaven they needed another gentle man Not a day goes by dear Robert that I do not shed a tear for the loss of my dear brother, and wish you were still here Our lives will go on Robert, we have alot of things to do but things will never be the same, because we can't do them with you. Missing and Always Loving You - Tina |
What a precious little girl Standing shyly over there Adorned with ruffles and lace With pink ribbons in her hair. She's just a young child With many years to live, Rosy cheeks, twinkling eyes, And so much love to give. She grows a little older, A teen without a care. It's long hair in ponytails That hold pink ribbons there. She lives her life so busily, Rushing here and rushing there. Her time packed full of fun things, Living life without a care. The years pass by so swiftly, A career and family for which to care. Now she has her own little girl With pink ribbons in her hair. She knows there are important things That she really needs to do, Like breast self-examinations And regular check-ups too. She went to see her doctor And heard these words that chilled the air, "I am so very sorry, But I'm afraid there's cancer there." She took the news as anyone would, Then gathered her dignity. She looked at him across the desk And said, "This will not beat me." The months went slowly by, And chemo took its toll. It ravaged her body, But couldn't touch her valiant soul. A few years have come and gone, And she's as strong as ever. God has surely blessed her. She's what's known as a survivor. As she travels on through life, There are pink ribbons everywhere. But now they're not just pretty things To adorn a child's hair. They are a symbol of faith and courage That she and others have shown, Pink ribbons to remind her That she is not alone. So when you see pink ribbons, Remember why they're there And silently whisper A special little prayer. Please God, take away this dreaded thing And make us all aware. The only thing we need pink ribbons for Is to adorn a small child's hair. |
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written by friend at work when the chemotherapy was finished Out, damned toxin Sick stuff be gone. You've served me quite nicely. But now travel on. Away to my kidneys and liver and bone. Your work is completed So find a new home. Take all bad things with you All oddly shaped cells All forms of derangement (take the fat cells as well.) Leave no trace behind you. Except a clean slate With healthy, nice marrow and leave me feel great. Now red cells! White cells! You may replicate (I admit I've been feeling a quart low as late!) Please flood all my systems with healthy pre-cursors! I'm ready for better and quite through with worser. I see my cheeks pinker I see my smile stronger My step is much lighter My hair is much longer I'll need no more napping And that old washed out feeling It's time for this person to be thinking on healing. |
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written for me by a friend at work to commemorate the rapid loss of hair The trauma to my follicles is not yet absolute My coiffe is off Should I cut more off? A "Kojak" might be cute! The wisps and waves of bye-gone days are now quite obsolete My head feels lighter Or, to say it 'polite-er' My face is my head - complete! To go unshorn should not be bourne! I feel so liberated I'm cool, I'm hip (Please mind the quip) But pony-tails are dated So I'll be me Small, bald and free This wisdom will light upon you My beauty, so rare, ain't in my hair. Beauty lives in, not on you. |
Twinkel,twinkelstar so bright , Filling up the sky with light. Do you see me watching you? Dreaming dreams as I often do. Do you hear my pain and hunger, Snatched away on waves of thunder? Do you see the tears I cry As you slowly pass me by? How bright and warm you make the night To melt away my cold and fright Now take me on the winds of dreams To float among the silver beams And wrap me up in angels wings Softly as the planets sing, To fill my lonly heart with rest Tucked saftely in the eagles nest Until another day dawns bright Washing away the shreds of night, No more to see your lovely face Till once again I reach this place. |
I saw a woman Her name was Courage, and she had no hair She shone like a mirror, dressed in a simple bathing suit She breathed the Lake Tahoe air She was young, with a sweet face, body shapely The suffering she had known Had etched her gentle soul Like the sands where the waves splashed And the wind had blown It took so much more courage Than I have ever dreamed or pretended to have For that she cherished every moment, alive Reveling in her battle against A heartless enemy, unseen I stuttered a few words of encouragement To ease her pain, yet When she looked into my eyes she made me see I was the one in torment, knowing I had not faced my cowardly soul As she had And pitted it against the pending doom Like the last rays of sunshine glaring fierce and bright Against the unrelenting night She stood looking into the face of death Unafraid to live I could only believe that death would come to her Most obsequious, apologetic As a gardener harvesting the brightest, loveliest rose She wasn't angry, I think Or even resigned to her fate She simply loved, with her eyes and her soul All that she, and every one of us Is so privileged to see Another day in our lives |
She was autumn the space between brilliance gray chill and leaf mold. Her beauty was sliced by the crystal breath of the dragon and the stars sank behind her eyes. She drifted away in fragments of amber and gold Diminished in the darkness of her time ‘Swift as a spirit hastening to his task of glory and of good. The Sun sprang forth" banished the darkness which held the shadow of the beast |
Today, I feel like some kind of freak a bald circus midget on a high wire reaching out to the comfort of strangers who recognize their own kind |
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(written by Nick Kaiser - dedicated to his wife Beth)
There is a journey, there is a path.
There is a spirit, there is a soul,
Some turn to Zion and some turn to Zen
Some want assurance to risk the reward.
Options are offered, choices are weighed,
Courage is tested, the battle is drawn,
Some turn to Zion and some turn to Zen
Some want assurance to risk the reward
I will not give in, I will not retreat. |
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(dedicated to her mom) A trellis full of morning glories
as blue as the sky above
If I had one wish
Unlike the morning glory
One day you'll meet me |
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(on going bald) I place my hand upon my head |
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In Memory of: Homer Stanley Walls May 22 1928 - June 2 1999 There are some ways I'm just like him |
Christine McClimans (Corky Ferguson) The sun came up this morning It wasn't very bright My dark mood casts a shadow It's hard to see the light.
We all have just one Mother
Tomorrow is a brand new day
Gone is not forgotten
I will always love her |
In memory of Earl A.Doddridge Sept.14,1905-Oct.19,1988 Christine McClimans (Corky Ferguson) Waking in the morning I couldn't hardly wait To start a new adventure Never wanted to be late.
Tiny little feet
Riding on the tractor
Playing in the barnyard
Growing up with you
You were my hero
You were a teacher
You were my best pal
You were the first man
You were the man |
Sharon Scott(sassyl) God has given me a place on earth To be here for a while, I hope that as I'm passing through I will make somebody SMILE.
I want to make Life easier
I hope I'll never fail a child
If I can help somehow,
And when My Life on is Earth is done |
Christine McClimans (Corky Ferguson) Please send my friend an angel Send her one of mine A loving and caring one The best that you can find.
Please send my friend an angel
Please send my friend an angel
Please send my friend an angel |
Bob Elliott (Ancient Soul) Contemplation of life, this night alone Quietness fills me to overflowing What is known, is being dethroned Giving in to the knowledge redrawing.
It is times like this, when by myself
A book by it self can be a good read
It has been said, in many years past |
Eva-Lena Hartman I cherish your caring and all your sweet ways, that give so much brightness to all kinds of days.
And I guess that I knew |
Beauty is described in sunset of crimson gold
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The river runs through the memories and drowns the sound of pain, |
Cancer, like a vacuum,
I became one with this throng, |
I was given a gift, wrapped shabbily
I was given unconditional
love of family and friends.
I was given a strong shoulder to lean on,
I was given things to see
that once were ignored |
In memory of Bobbie.L.Taylor Ronda Burge
God saw she was getting tired
With tear filled eyes we watched her
A Golden heart stopped beating |
Dedicated to all cancer patients Susan Friedman
The sparkle of sunlight off the wings of a dragonfly
Shout it emphatically, the sound
Do not feel devalued do not cower, |
Danny Pogue
For every fallen sparrow;
The song will live forever;
As earthly shackles fall away, |
Corky
Years are yet but moments
Her precious little fingers
One moment I see a baby,
A vibrant, young woman emerges
Time stands still, my memories linger,
Closer now than ever imagined, |
Mom
A friend is someone we turn to |
Susan Pangallo I count the day as wisely spent
in which I did some good,
A day devoted to the deed that lends a helping hand,
I long to be of usefullness in little ways and large,
Because in my philosphy there never is a doubt,
I feel that day is fruitful and the time is worth the while
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Mary Burdin When we count our many blessings it isn't hard to see,
For it's not the things that we possess that signify our wealth,
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Jenny Meyer God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
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Grant me patience when life seems too rough,
Grant me sympathy and understanding |
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Love is being patient and kind;
Love is not happy with evil, |
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I get knocked down, |
When you awaken in the morning and see the brightness of the morning sun, Lock the door on yesterday and throw away the key. For God has given you a brand new day, Another day of love and laughter. Seize each moment before it flies away, For sweeter than the fragrant flower is each precious golden hour. Make today your best day, The power is yours alone. Make today the happiest and the best you've ever known. Yesterday is gone, as in a dream, Tomorrow is a vision still unseen. Today is yours to live, It's treasures you can use. It can be your best day, It's up to you to choose! |
Outside my window, a new day I see
It can be busy and sunny, laughing and gay,
I can be thoughtful and do all I can to help,
I can be patient with those who may not understand, |
Sometimes the blessings in life for which you are looking |
Lord, you took away a part of me,
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Cancer is so limited,
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